Dear Alloh, the All-Knowing, All-Hearer, All-Seer

What is written here is not our complaining

Or an expression of our disappointment

No, dear Alloh, the oft Pardoning

We write here just to ease the pain, to let the burden flew, flew from our mischief mind

If it sounds like a query to You, Dear Alloh, the Most Merciful, please understand us,

As a non perfect man, we often struggling in our confident

Because, even if we know, these whole things is Your will,

We sometime just lost our faith, not to You, but to ourselves,

And every time we wondering, can we just survive, to life our live

Until the day, You embrace us again, and If only, it is not forbidden,

we want to just run to You,

just right now, to end the misery, but than again,

we all have to wait for that deliberation day

so here we are, writing about our journey,

throughout good and bad.

Just to put our mind in place where we can observe,

and rearrange our misplace thought

And hope, in the end, we can give gratitude to what we are, instead of wondering to what we are